In the world of changing things, the one thing that remained with her throughout her journey was the grief of losing her close ones. However, the bullet that hurt her most was that in the process of losing her near and dear ones she was losing herself even more.
While sitting in the nearby park looking at the stars she thought she was never like this before. The same situation was handled by her in a different way previously than now. Every person whom she thought would be her savior turned out to be the one ripping her soul into pieces. She always had to get herself back from scratch every time a person left because as they say, when anyone leaves, they also take a part of yourself which could never be returned.
Despite all of this, the thing she carried herself was her kindness, because she knew no matter what the world does she has to make sure she doesn’t do the same thing back. After all, the ones who have endured the real pain make sure no one faces the same wrath.
While giving happiness to others, she somehow discovers her new being which is different than the one she was before but this persona has her own charm. The girl she was before used to dance in the rain but the woman she is now feels the raindrops. The girl she was before used to think the world is a happy place but the woman she is now knows the world could be good/ bad depending upon the things she places her eyes on.
It took a lot to become what she is now, she definitely lost her innocence, and her childishness but what she gained was her wisdom, her new self, and her bold personality because in the end, she knew it’s not always about what God took away from you but also about what he gave you back.
Now this woman talking to the person reading this, “You could have faced all the loss of this world, but the biggest loss would always be the pain of losing your own self. Make sure, when you give your 100 percent to someone, keep 2 percent for yourself and that should outweigh the 100 percent you gave to them”.