Thought..I really want to stop that sometimes. It make me miserable and weak. I am an overthinker. I think a lot, about my actions, about my future, about ups&downs in life. Sometimes it also helps me get a good decisions, but other times put me at difficult place. I think I am strong enough to manage all things, but somewhere and somehow I know I can’t. I can’t get help also because no one would understand me. But my thoughts made me strong too at this point. They give me reason for get weak also a new thing for stand up and fight from those problems. I watched a series “Virgin River” and it made me so emotional. Also get started a new sequence of thoughts. So now at 1 a.m. I am writing this. Expressing my feelings with the night silence. Some say that overthinking is always bad but now I started to think that no, it’s not. It also can help you make a better decision and a good person. When you do overthinking, then it’s hard to keep distance from bad thoughts, they come along. Its better to focus on good ones rather then get deep with bad ones. Overthinking can do their own therapy. Night thought are just not only that, it also put you at a situation when you think about a partner. I do same like anyone else. Opening my heart here..let go all the thoughts that make me relax and sleepy.
Good night… Sweet dreams…