My life remains the same as it was a few years back. Nothing so wonderful or more memorable things happening in my world. I am living my life like a slave. Working for such a company for a handful of salary to pay my bills and family expenses. I am soon going to have a baby. What did I think about my baby’s future? Nothing much probably as I think I lost my child in me.
My entire day goes into doing the same work that I do daily. Living into the words of a kingdom, ruling like a king, and having my dynasty of endless writing exposure. But, why I am not enjoying my Content Writing job and personal life too? This question I ask every day to myself and I knew already the answers. I keep telling the lies that life has always been very fortunate, lucky, and incredible to me.
My transforming journey towards becoming a writer from an engineer has been a fabulous experience. After all, the transitioning period is so thrilling that you feel you are on a roller coaster. However, I am not fully satisfied with what I have and what I achieved in my past life.
There is something that is missing in my life. Is it a hike in salary or promotion that I am talking about? No! I am speaking about the inclusive peace and happiness that are largely missing from my life. I lost my smile, innocence, and childhood habits because I became mature and grown up and I take my own decisions.
“My mother keeps telling me the same. You are now a married man, who has the responsibility of your wife and future son. So, for how long time, would you earn between 25k to 30k per month? Ask your boss to increase your salary or look for other better opportunities”.
What makes me feel happy and excited about doing things is what I care about the most. I don’t know how will be my future son or daughter. Life is like unexpected things that can happen at any time. It all depends on you how you take it to change yourself or be the same. You meet many people around you during the learning process. It takes courage and seriousness to approach the right kind of people, and an important part of life is what you want or be.
My life has taught me a wonderful lesson that even our school teacher doesn’t teach us. Life is ice cream eat until it gets melted. You never know at one moment you were being someone so childish or at another moment, you become a more responsible and devoted person.